Climb Every Mountain

Yesterday, I woke up at 4am startled by an odd dream that I could hear the song "Climb Every Mountain."  I love omens - too much - but took it as a good one.  And later that day, I got the house I wanted. 

God has looked out for me, but it's still so hard to deal with the pressure.

B4 7.14

Got to make it happen before 7.14.  Nothing like a New Year to relaunch oneself.

Stupid biatch, Whitless? Your loss, blind one.

Change is in the air

I feel good that I'm opening a friend's eyes that she and I are victims of douchedom. We are hungry people, starved for attention and affection, wanting approval through our work. And of course, we were suckered into playing slaves to a bloody narcisstic.

No more. No More. Not again.

There Goes My Baby

The thought of moving has been a tiny seed for the past few years. More often than not, it was a thought of despair. It takes so much effort and energy and preparation to sell a house, but I'm trying to put in battle plans.

I want so much to be close to my family, but I don't think I'd ever be happy there. So California beckons....

No more re-runs

I have to stop for a moment and decide what do I get out of all this?  I mean, I seem to be helping and aiding others, but is it wrong to want some sense of satisfaction myself?

All this disappointment this week, and all I can do is delve.

Why I hate this place

So a friend of mine got laid off earlier this week.

I thought I'd be nice, invite him and a friend of his over for dinner and a movie. Booked 3 days in advance.

Got a text at 4pm today. "Hey, we're going out to see a movie instead. See ya!"

And people wonder why I hate this place.

I wish I was ready to move..... this has been a crap week.

Crazy in the heat

There is something in the heat. People are going crazy. And some people are just clueless about their bad manners, their idiocy, just clueless.